WHO AM I?



WHO AM I? I'm what people don't want to talk about...the truth. I live and breathe powerlifting 24-7. Nothing else is more important that your strength. Nothing else outside of the gym matter...just a bunch of shit that puny humans like to use to make themselves feel better. A job...i use it for the financial needs and demand of powerlifting. My home...just a cage where a beast like myself can rest til he's ready to attack the iron once more. Friends, unless they know who i am and what i do, they can't be friends with me. I have no time for fuckers who want to judge me or be two-faced. Only those who understand what it means to be what i am or what i'm trying to become..

My lifting, IS MY JOB! That is where i put in the work. Does it pay? Yes it does...in immortality....that's the payoff. When you achieve something that no one else has done, that's immortality. Fuck money! Again, just another object puny humans like to use to keep us animals in check but not me. I use it to a means to an end. I bust my ass every training session cause i cannot have no weaknesses. What are my weaknesses? Only one...i'm weaker than tommorrow. I will always be stronger than yesterday but i'm too damn weak for tommorrow and i bust my ass for that. I don't accept weakness. But don't get me wrong...i do things in the gym that most aren't man enough to do nor strong enough. In the gym, i appear to most to be unstoppable. But to myself...i'm a weak fucker! I'm part beast and part machine....i burned up the part that was once flesh...again, i don't accept weakness...i'll bleed myself dry before i do...humans are weak...i believe doing what we do makes us more than just human. Cause to say that would be to say “average” or “normal” and trust me, i'm neither.

What i might say at times will piss off people and that's good. That means they are ready to do something about it and stop talking and do what they fuckin do. I'm not here to make friends....i have enough of them. I'm here to enlighten what the real deal is. You want my help, sure. But like i said before, you won't like what i'll say. If you understand it, then that's what i'm here. If your fuckin up, then i will say that your fuckin up and help you fix it. If your not training hard enough, then i'll call you a pussy and tell you to man up and then we'll talk about movtivation. If you do well at a meet, i'll give you props and then ask what's next? I don't allow those to be complacent around me for long before i start talking shit and pissin them off. Its what i do. Cause i know they will try to piss me off and its only pure motivation for me. Its simple...i'll say to you what most “friends” won't say for your good and at the same time be your worse enemy just to light a fire under your ass. Call me a psycho if you want...but i'm not normal....are you?

What do i think about powerlifting? Its an awesome sport...but only a few have the mindset for. Its where you see smallest of men do monsterous things and the biggest of men move mountains with a single explosion of RAGE! Nothing movtivates me more than seeing a powerlifter get stronger and it fires me up to see a lifter get a lift on pure heart alone. I also think that the sport is also about being smarter cause a lot of the times the strongest guy doesn't leave with his pride, the smart one does.

What i cannot stand about the sport will take me a book to write on but i'll touch on a few things here. One, all the haters that feel like they need to bring down a good lifter to make themselves feel better. HA! Well, we need'em! They can't be strong and their too weak to anything else so the only thing they have is their words...so i say bring on the hate...you'll only make me stronger than yesterday. Once you have outlived your usefulness, i'll eat you. Its the fuckin food chain...DEAL! Two, all these different feds are stupid! One of the reasons i got into this sport is to compete with the best in the world and now i'm back wishing for those days to return cause of one man that calls himself the “iron overlord” that screwed it up for everyone. We need to stop all this confusion and be real and do it right and learn from our errors. Lets not do what puny humans do on a stupid basis. Three, what's up with all the damn drama? Are we powerlifters or actors in a soap opera? Fuck that! Just stop talking and do some damn lifting! Action speaks louder than words and in the gym what you do tells a story on who you are. It doesn't matter if your raw or equipped or if your geared or drug-free...busting your ass is goin to tell me if your training or half-assing it! Am I raw or equipped? Am I geared or drug-free? The fuck does that matter. Classification is what weak-ass humans do...if you need to classify me lets just say i've been on all sides and i respect anyone who busts their ass cause i do the same. I don't care about anything else...I want to get fuckin strong(like BRUTE says...GFS). If your after the same goal, then that's what matters.

I'm the type of guy that likes to be in the shadows a good bit...but i'll step out to say what i have to say and leave it. If you want to ask me how to get big without doing squats or how to get a beach bod, call a fuckin personal trainer. They deal with that shit. If you want to be stronger than yesterday and if your willing to do what it takes to get there, then those people are the reason for me being here at planetrage as a writer.

WHO AM I? I AM BEAST X!